Have been home for almost two weeks. Gonna go back in about 2 days....have not packed yet. When I looked at those newly purchased stuff, my mind was whispering “I contribute a lot to follow the policy of increasing the internal demand" I have to admit, even with relatively unhealthy air, less in style fashion, unprofessional sale services, up till now this week is so overwhelmed with laughing, happiness that other bad memories are just nothing for me. From the moment i was waiting for my flight to Beijing, the funny story begins. I met a girl who also thought I might be a person worth talking with. So we smiled and chatted at the same time. Then I was unbelievably amazed since her seat was just beside me. I have to confess i do not believe there is a mysterious highness somewhere manipulating our human being's life but after this I am not quite sure about the point. She is also the first 90+ I met, which was demonized by Chinese media as a generation with overly open mind but lack of self-reflection. However that girl overturns the unfair judgment by her dashing manners and smartness. I feel like we are both the type that lean to dig out the answers to some profound questions by thinking, while for some topics like what your favorite career will be may only be unveiled by earning your life. Through the 13 hour flight we talked from career goal to existence of destiny. I am amazed that I share the same opinions with this much younger girl in many ways. Is this a hint of my immaturity or should I be happy for my forever-young mind, which is another question that I am a little tired to think about.

Yeah, I do not have time now. so busy being happy and spending the time in the most sweet way--with parents, folks, friends (though most of them can only be connected by phone, email, msn). Like the lyric said, everyday here can be regarded as a celebration. I love my home. I do miss my parents. After being away for six years, I am more eager than anytime to feel the family atmosphere. Embraced by this unconditional love, you become free to show yourself, open your heart and cannot expect more. Finally, all I can do is nodding my head to the motto ''happiness is simple''. Yeah, no matter how complicated you make your life to be to pursue that apex in your heart, you always need relax and take a breath before you go on the arduous road. At this moment, home is always a right place. If the intention of life is chasing happiness I should extend this vacation eternally. However, that happiness is not enough. Enormous happiness can only be achieved in the price of enormous devotion. If it is not because of the leaving, we may never this cherish the time together. Because we are all fighting hard today, tomorrow it is more probable that we will be together in a better environment....Thank you my dear parents for your love, giving me the courage to find the break of the dawn.

Anyway, be so happy that I am back and feel a little bit sad to leave again on New Year’s Day. But I am ready for the new fight. It is not only for glory anymore but also for my beloved.